I suck at life *big smile*

Okay-

So I'm finally fucking the happiest I have EVER been.

Why does someone always have to break balls?

I love Dylan Justice Kidd with all my life, soul, and heart.

NO ONE

I repeat,

NO ONE

Is going to tear us apart.

Just the way he says I love you...

I know he means it.

The way he holds me...

And even kisses me...

Dylan means it.

I know he wants this just as bad as I do.

I trust him whole heartedly.

I mean...

I know its sooo cliche to be worrying about my boyfriend and blah blah blah...

But hes the one person I trust.

That makes me happy.

That knows how to cheer me up and make me laugh when I need it.

He is "My knight is black armor who rode up on a black horse and stole my soul."

It is forever his.

♥

*sighs* I don't know...

This world couldn't get anymore fucked up.

Losing two close friends to murder and suicide...

?

Whats this world coming to?

Can anyone answer that?

NO

I just know that the people/person who makes me happy the most are in my life...

And I would never

EVER

Have it any other way.

At all.

Its all I ever wanted...

To be happy.

And I am.

He is too.

So I guess this venting thing does help...

And if you've read all this........

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I thank you so much for giving shit and listening to me.

I'm really happy right now...

For once...

And I have a feeling it won't end here...

I have so many great people in my life and by my side...

To help me through all of this and keep me going.

I love them ♥

They are my life

Dylan♥

Jo

Izzy

Tyler M.

Joycee (you rock!)

Kodi

Alyssa

You know who you are...

Even if you never read this...

Thanks.

You're the reason I'm still going.

But *sighs* I'll cut myself off now.

*laughs*




-Shauna